So, yeah... still the same game, still the same situation, still no damn achievement in either one of my fields or points on my meanwhile large list of debts I still owe to people in large scale.
Still stuck on that point 6.2. of my list which is still is only 2/3 done of it and which is going to haunt me forever these days.
I knew that it'd take quite some time to get it done, but if I had known it'd take this long to fill out the last parts of it (6 weeks now, I've been stuck with nothing else than writing this other than real live stuff), I'd have never continued on it and rather dealt out my other points in advance before returning back to it - but now that I'm into it with all of my heart and still am close enough to finish it up eventually, I won't back out now, especially if I've spend in so much time on it now.
However, I'm still thankful that I've been working on this point until now - for 3 years, this story is my mind, complete in overall, but having lacked close details to it and having overlooked some headscratchers I hadn't considered when my original, much more tightened up script had been written as said one only covered up the main point what's going to happen, but not entirely based on the emotional level why they turn out the way they do.
Regardless of that now, I'll try to finish up on that point the next days, or - if I fail to do so - then I'll definitely wrap it up for good before this year's done and then reassume working on my other points of my large list of debts in the new year, regardless if by then I'd be finished up with 6.2. or not - which is now updated with the following points:
- Kiriban Price for
- a kind of artwork-direction I haven't been doing for quite some time now and originally didn't want to do it, but for the sake of old times spend with her, I'll make an exception out of it - however, don't expect to find it here, since I'll upload it on my "store-account" (which some of you know about already, 'thought for those who don't, I'll let you know once I upload it) in order to keep this one as pure as possible (which I just have realized how strange that sounds).
- an eventual art-trade with one of my current classmates (which I don't want to tag, since I'm not sure whenver she wants to or not)
In the back of my head, I also recall having owning up something to
for what he wanted to do for that.... "TG-War" of his he wanted to bring up (which I haven't been hearing about it since some time now if it's still going to become a reality or not and don't really care about it itself either aside from the point why I even had to bring it up in the first place shortly before my mother's demise)*If you got something that I'm owning up to you and have forgotten about it, then please be kind enough to name it up so that I can add it up on my list (however, this only goes for points which I just haven't named in this journal or aren't listed up on my Project-List on my front page - so, those who are named up in said list, don't apply to this one)
Anyway, since I'll be gone on 24th to visit some relatives in Italy to spend the Christmas days with (not completely by my own choice, but I can't do anything against it this time around; I'll be gone for about 3-4 days, so I'll most likely return by next Sunday at latest) and since I don't know how the next days before that will turn out (since besides writing, I also got to cover up some last real live based stuff as well), I wanted to wish you all a nice Christmas in advance.
Hopefully, you all will be able to spend these days in peace and tranquility with your families and people you care about (and do so, while you still have them!), be happy and gay (no, not that kind of gay, but if you want to....) and enjoy your quality time and the presents you might get.
So, a Happy Christmas and a Happy New Year for you all!