Have a Happy New Year....

'cause it's all that's about it, after all .

For some, it's coming very soon while others will have to wait even longer before it finally begins. For my part, I'm glad once the new year starts, 'cause by then, everything that has been not working so well will finally come to the right course, again, at long last. Aside from that, it'll be a very special year this time... at least from total entertainment point of view that is.

Well, aside from that, I know that it's not how it should be. Especially not with me being happy and all of that. In fact, I feel very guilty for what I've messed up since I left and returned with nothing but more mere promises and words.

But unlike my past whinning and complaining and what-ever else, this time I want to change something about it. I don't know quite how, but I'll make up for it. All those new plans I've in mind - plans that I didn't even include in that 'to do list' of mine - are still wary and not completely done planning yet. But what I know is whatever it'll ultimately lead to, I think I'll return to community service, again (= actively work on DA, again, be more present and social around people) and make amends for my past mistakes.

But it's not really about me, I wanted to write about - but you. I can't even describe that even with my sins in the past, still most of you still stand behind me and encourage me to go on. For that, I'll be eternally grateful.

Thank you, guys - and enjoy your New Year's celebration. After all those novels of journals I've written in the past, I've finally grown too lazy to write much more right now, but to spend some time with family.

I'll write back on you soon and involve in on what I've been up to recently and what I want to change about community for good.

Happy New Year, guys...