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That's the harsh reality I have to life with now. About 6 hours ago, we wanted to drive her to the hospital, since she had been suffering under a certain disease I had refused to talk about 'til now which lasted about 3 months - a case of cirrhosis of the liver. She had a thick stomach and was not truly able to inhert or eject anything at all.
Tonight it was that bad that we wanted to drive her to the hospital. However, despite calling ambulance and all, she ultimately vormited a blackish goo what we later learnt was actually a mix of intestinal contents and blood and she died right there and then.
Understandably, my father is devastated and I'm in no true better shape - the only solace we received was the fact that my mother hadn't truly noticed her last moments at all and received more of a quick, painless death in contrary to the description above.
This is also goes in hand with all the happenings in the last months (which back then, I simply enlisted as "arguments" within the family) and years in addition (which I slightly brought up in my DA-Story).
And worst of all, on 2nd September, it'd have been her 53th birthday and she just died two hours before midnight/turning of the new day.
I might dwelve into things further once I'm in a better shape, but for now, I would've preferred to take some distance from everything for now.
All I want to say now is that I now truly understand how it must feel for someone to lose someone they were close to. In the past, I could only bring out my understanding, since I had never lost someone this close to me until now - now, I truly understand and feel related to the matter.
r.i.p, mom - despite our arguments, she truly was a good person at heart and had died way too soon (53), despite not deserving this early fate.
Tonight it was that bad that we wanted to drive her to the hospital. However, despite calling ambulance and all, she ultimately vormited a blackish goo what we later learnt was actually a mix of intestinal contents and blood and she died right there and then.
Understandably, my father is devastated and I'm in no true better shape - the only solace we received was the fact that my mother hadn't truly noticed her last moments at all and received more of a quick, painless death in contrary to the description above.
This is also goes in hand with all the happenings in the last months (which back then, I simply enlisted as "arguments" within the family) and years in addition (which I slightly brought up in my DA-Story).
And worst of all, on 2nd September, it'd have been her 53th birthday and she just died two hours before midnight/turning of the new day.
I might dwelve into things further once I'm in a better shape, but for now, I would've preferred to take some distance from everything for now.
All I want to say now is that I now truly understand how it must feel for someone to lose someone they were close to. In the past, I could only bring out my understanding, since I had never lost someone this close to me until now - now, I truly understand and feel related to the matter.
r.i.p, mom - despite our arguments, she truly was a good person at heart and had died way too soon (53), despite not deserving this early fate.
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~Lovely Valentine's Day :3
~Well hello there dears, greetings to you all. :flirty: :heart:
Oh, what's that? You were expecting someone else? Well, sorry to disappoint you dears,
but the one you're referring to as 'Demon' or 'Pat' for very close ones is, like, fully gone
mia for the next time ahead, banished and displaced by me - who knows when I'm gonna
fetch him from his 'interdimensional' resort, again? Perhaps at Carnival's end in about 2
week's time if I feel like it. :heart:
For now, there's only sweet lil' me for you to be contend with - as in the cute and
charming imp 'Tia' always eager to talk and out for 'adventure' ;) :flirty: :heart:
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Last Journal for this Year
Hello everyone. Yeah, I know much has happened on many a corner of yours I haven't properly responded to and/or how you've been messaging me as of recently for many a reason for about a month by now which I've left unresponded ever since and I'm sorry about it. Partially, my reasons behind my 'elusiveness' of sorts can be blamed by me somewhat having ended up under the wheels of Christmas rush and all sorts of stress that happen to come with it job-wise and the like (something I comparatively had far less to bother with in past years), though I'd have to lie if it weren't for the reasons of me having strived to push-over my private projects a
A new journal update - Current State and Apology
Finally, I get to write this down after having announced it for several times by now only to have it postpone, again, for whatever reason. At least, though, I can finally use it to replace that so-long standing previous entry now which was already quite a humongous as depressing sight to begin with (though if this one is gonna turn out much better given the one or other thing I had in mind talking about is left to your own judgement; though it should be, somewhat, slightly, dunno really ^^; :shrug: ).
Sorry it'd come to take me this long now to properly come up with a newfound entry after half a year or so now without anything new in-between
Series of misfortunes (Paris, Article 13 aso.)
So yeah, you sure have all faced such similar situation at least once before in your life (unless you're an infant, but then I wonder how you manage reading this then ): Your day starts really great or average at least, only to have it end in total disaster and distress.
Well, originally, I actually wanted to use the day before to come up with a newfound journal entry that, for once, was actually supposed to contain some more positive elements within, seeing how I forciably had been occupied the previous week(s) before writing up to 40 pages worth of term papers and finally finishing the last on same day before (and thus, for me not really
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Awww, sorry for your loss