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This time, it's my grandfather; though in that case, unlike my father, this one has been predicted since having been delievered earlier in hospital this time around. And unlike with my father, I'm not as much shaken for various I wish not to address as for now until later on.
Since my grandmother's disability in mobility and lack of interest of my grandfather's 2nd (not blood-related) son, it thus falls upon me, yet AGAIN, to take care of all matters at hint which, regarding my resolve for DA-stuff, has to be pushed over once more - at least a week - 'til everything's taken care of; even if I can say this time around that I'm not at fault in this this time around.
So, my family continues to cripple down - first my mother, then my father, now my grandfather - even if the relationship hasn't been best with him, hence me not as shaken this time around and, if so, only for my grandmother's sake right now.
Aside of my few relatives in Italy (whose relationship happens to be strained since my father's death and which I consider rather nonexistent these days) and near Czech border, for which goes the same, all I have truly left now is my grandmother and my (former) neighbor as best friend of family - once they are gone I truly happen to be all alone then.
Sorry for circumstances not being the best all this time; I really must wonder now how long this has to go on, 'til things finally will calm down, again.
As for me, I internally can only scream: SHIT!
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Well, see you around then, I guess...
Since my grandmother's disability in mobility and lack of interest of my grandfather's 2nd (not blood-related) son, it thus falls upon me, yet AGAIN, to take care of all matters at hint which, regarding my resolve for DA-stuff, has to be pushed over once more - at least a week - 'til everything's taken care of; even if I can say this time around that I'm not at fault in this this time around.
So, my family continues to cripple down - first my mother, then my father, now my grandfather - even if the relationship hasn't been best with him, hence me not as shaken this time around and, if so, only for my grandmother's sake right now.
Aside of my few relatives in Italy (whose relationship happens to be strained since my father's death and which I consider rather nonexistent these days) and near Czech border, for which goes the same, all I have truly left now is my grandmother and my (former) neighbor as best friend of family - once they are gone I truly happen to be all alone then.
Sorry for circumstances not being the best all this time; I really must wonder now how long this has to go on, 'til things finally will calm down, again.
As for me, I internally can only scream: SHIT!
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Well, see you around then, I guess...
~Lovely Valentine's Day :3
~Well hello there dears, greetings to you all. :flirty: :heart:
Oh, what's that? You were expecting someone else? Well, sorry to disappoint you dears,
but the one you're referring to as 'Demon' or 'Pat' for very close ones is, like, fully gone
mia for the next time ahead, banished and displaced by me - who knows when I'm gonna
fetch him from his 'interdimensional' resort, again? Perhaps at Carnival's end in about 2
week's time if I feel like it. :heart:
For now, there's only sweet lil' me for you to be contend with - as in the cute and
charming imp 'Tia' always eager to talk and out for 'adventure' ;) :flirty: :heart:
If you have an
Last Journal for this Year
Hello everyone. Yeah, I know much has happened on many a corner of yours I haven't properly responded to and/or how you've been messaging me as of recently for many a reason for about a month by now which I've left unresponded ever since and I'm sorry about it. Partially, my reasons behind my 'elusiveness' of sorts can be blamed by me somewhat having ended up under the wheels of Christmas rush and all sorts of stress that happen to come with it job-wise and the like (something I comparatively had far less to bother with in past years), though I'd have to lie if it weren't for the reasons of me having strived to push-over my private projects a
A new journal update - Current State and Apology
Finally, I get to write this down after having announced it for several times by now only to have it postpone, again, for whatever reason. At least, though, I can finally use it to replace that so-long standing previous entry now which was already quite a humongous as depressing sight to begin with (though if this one is gonna turn out much better given the one or other thing I had in mind talking about is left to your own judgement; though it should be, somewhat, slightly, dunno really ^^; :shrug: ).
Sorry it'd come to take me this long now to properly come up with a newfound entry after half a year or so now without anything new in-between
Series of misfortunes (Paris, Article 13 aso.)
So yeah, you sure have all faced such similar situation at least once before in your life (unless you're an infant, but then I wonder how you manage reading this then ): Your day starts really great or average at least, only to have it end in total disaster and distress.
Well, originally, I actually wanted to use the day before to come up with a newfound journal entry that, for once, was actually supposed to contain some more positive elements within, seeing how I forciably had been occupied the previous week(s) before writing up to 40 pages worth of term papers and finally finishing the last on same day before (and thus, for me not really
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I'm sorry you are going through these difficult times.